36 Weeks

So, I went in for my OB appointment yesterday and everything is looking great!  Good news, he is head down!!  Woot woot! So that has helped with a lot of worries.  I started doing research and  decided I was going to attempt a breech vaginal birth, but luckily it will not come to that.  I've also decided that I'm going to avoid an induction unless it is medically necessary.  I have been thinking a lot about how I want the birth to go and such. I feel less anxious for the pregnancy to come to an end and am a lot more calm.  I think part of the reason why this time I am less anxious is because it doesn't seem real yet. As my belly grows larger I can't help but look in the mirror every time I walk by one, not in vanity but with wonder and awe. Wonder with the fact that my body is housing a living human being, a child of God.  I also wonder, "Will this be my last pregnancy?"  And I find it makes the wait more durable knowing this could possibly be the last chance I get to experience this.  Please, keep us in your prayers that all will go well when it is time for the birth. Thank you.